Spiralling

From emptiness to everything we make our way back to this reality we live in. We paint pictures of belief and tell our kids what we used to dream of. This never ending war is raging on in our minds, and it takes more than courage to follow the desires set so deeply in our hearts. Hearts that we once knew so well. None of us are as strong as we appear and we wait for the next bullet to be shot just to know that we still feel.  It's easy to forget what we live for. It's hard to know what's worth dying for.


If I let you go would you take a piece of me with you? Maybe to remember all the good times. I don't remember having any bad. Perhaps we fear change. Those butterflies aren't what they used to be and this anxiety is starting to weigh down our souls with disbelief.


We all have the choice to believe. To believe that even we deserve to be happy.  To claim what is ours. Don't listen to the negativity.  Don't be held back by the loneliness.


Walk with me.

We Still Exist

How many times will it take to get this thing right?









Time. Love. Beginnings. Angels that give us something to pray for, something to live for.  It's exhilarating and it's special. If it were real I'd tell you that something from above was looking out for us, some sort of divine intervention that ended in a period, never to be continued or changed. I'd tell you how much you mean to me and you'd know all the things in my heart. I'd tell you all I was willing to give up so you could be happy, so we could be together.




It's nice to know we still exist. It's nice to know we still have the same cuts and bruises as before and that we're still writing about love.




Don't let anyone tell you how unoriginal you are, or give you a false sense of potential. 




This time, we will start anew.  We will listen to those voices in our heads that we ignored for so long. We will walk down our own paths and maybe one day, those paths will cross and something special will happen. Until then keep your eyes peeled for that which burns inside, and lifts you up toward the heavens.